Day 4

The hardest thing in the world is waking up when the rest of your house is asleep. Not only do I have to get out of bed, which I usually hate any time of the day, but I have to be quiet and try not to turn any lights on. What makes it even worse is when it's 5:45 AM and you know that no one in the world should be awake at that time. Fortunately for me though, I've been successfully doing it for the past four days. This morning was the worst. Could be because I didn't go to bed till nearly one, or it could be because my body is slowly wearing out on me.
I felt like a horrible person. I was awake this morning. I was at the gym. But I couldn't last more than 15 minutes. I've just been tired all day...
I need to get out of this funk! It's only been four days. I can't be lagging already. I need to get pumped up! Get excited about this operation again!
I think I can...I think I can...

One thing I love about this whole "operation" is all the support I'm getting from family and friends. They are amazing. I appreciate people loving me and wanting the best for me.

I can't write any more. I'm tired.